Confused John Boy

Since my last post, i had been back in Kuala Lumpur for Chinese New Year. A few incidents and events had happened since together with some thoughts. I finally took some time tonight to make a post.

I am confused with the dating scene. Whats the "to do" and "not to do" with the potential guy? Is it wrong to be doing what i feel like doing? Why do guys back off after the first date with me? Did i do something wrong? Sometimes i wonder.

I know i should feel good and be confident about myself but i just cant with the rejections i got. I have been single since forever. I just cant help myself but to think "Whats wrong with me?". I am worry that i am turning into a bitter single.

Sigh.