Season of sickness

I have just became one of the victim. Down with a slight fever and chill. I feel restless. Times like this, i miss my mum more.

I miss you.

The Secret

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Disappointed and Annoyed.

I expect more from people i considered friends. Unfortunately a few of them are a let down. Friendship doesnt work one-way but two-way. As friends, both of us need to make an effort to be there for each other. Friends need to make time for friends. Perhap those people that i thought were my friends werent.

Sometime the anger in me get to me and i feel like taking it out on someone. Someone i dont care about. Unfortunately i cant do it on my friends or people i considered friends. Anyway i dont get mad at someone for more than a few hours or at most a day.

At work, i get annoyed by some of the voices that got through to me. I dont know why but it just get to me. I often roll my eyes when i first hear them on the phone. I then sound like a prick. This often happened to people that doesnt understand simple English. Sometimes they even put up an attitude when they simply can't express their problem in simple English. I will just keep quiet and then "uhuh..uhuh..what?..uhuh?"

Confused John Boy

Since my last post, i had been back in Kuala Lumpur for Chinese New Year. A few incidents and events had happened since together with some thoughts. I finally took some time tonight to make a post.

I am confused with the dating scene. Whats the "to do" and "not to do" with the potential guy? Is it wrong to be doing what i feel like doing? Why do guys back off after the first date with me? Did i do something wrong? Sometimes i wonder.

I know i should feel good and be confident about myself but i just cant with the rejections i got. I have been single since forever. I just cant help myself but to think "Whats wrong with me?". I am worry that i am turning into a bitter single.

Sigh.