The Year of Boar

Yes! It is the Chinese New Year and the year of boar. I have completed the chinese calender cycle twice, which mean i am turning 24! It does seem that yesterday i was only 21. I will be blogging from my hometown, Kuala Lumpur in Malaysia from Friday onwards. I am so looking forward to the trip back. The good old days in Kuala Lumpur when things were simple and fun.

Sydney has become a bore for me especially with the aussie men. From what i can remember, i dont think i attract any aussie men anymore. Maybe i have outdone myself here in Sydney. I need to move to a completely different city like Melbourne or London perhaps. My friends would know i have a thing for Brit men, so London will be the ideal city for me. I do find that i get along with Brits quite well. I am not dissing every aussie men here. No hard feelings. I always thought that this model (picture above) is hot! I just found out he is British as well! James Penfold is hot with his sexy blue eyes and lips.

Getting paid for my hard work make me feel good. Yay! Even though i would like to splurge on something but i think i will put it aside into my savings. I want to be able to live off myself in a year time. Perhaps a property and a car soon in the near future. However more working means less socializing time.

I could have been Straight!

Although i have been going for training at work, i end up having a blast right at the end of the weekend. It was Australian Day on Friday. I was invited to hang with Stephan and co at Hyde Park during the afternoon. It was a very nice day and everyone was out in the park. Actually i done this 3 years ago on Australian Day but i dont remember it was for this occassion. Couple of hot shirtless straight guys are out and about. Forbidden fruit!

Both Friday and Saturday nights were the usual. Stonewall followed by Midnight Shift. On Saturday night, i was feeling depress after i saw and greeted Michael. I am such an idiot trying to sort out the signal he is sending to me. Does he like me or not? That frustrate me a lot. I decided to call it a night at 1.30am because i dont want my frustration annoy people around me. Sorry, Lance.

I woke up early for an afternoon movie session with Fin. Jessica got me free tickets to see "The Last King of Scotland". I was supposed to bring someone as a date. Michael was not free (maybe he was not keen at all). I asked Fin because we have not done much other than hanging out at Stonewall. He also broke up and got back with his bf on the same day. The movie was great with a few gruesome scenes. I cant stand the scottish accent.

After work, i went to Amanda and Kim's farewell party at Mirian's house at taylor square. They are Stephan's friends. Since they are girls, i got to meet a few straight boys. One in particular, Henrik, a metrosexual Swedish hot guy commented on my belt, shirt, bag, and shoe. It was nice being noticed especially by a straight guy (Maybe he is bi!) I decided to go out with the straight crowd to King Cross since i have not been to a straight venue for a long while. Stephan and me were the only gay boys in the gang.

First stop was the Empire. Then Dragonfly. I was dancing my arse off as usual until a swedish girl hit on me. I told her i am gay. Henrik was impressed that i could have scored her if i am not gay. The quote of the night was "I will go wherever you wanna go". Henrik said that when i asked if he wanna join Stephan at Stonewall. I should have say, how about my place? Wouldnt that make things interesting?

Aviators Obsession

Things Just Got Better!

Indeed. Unexpectedly, i receievd a voicemail from the company i went for interview and trial yesterday. It just made my day. I cant say how thankful i am for getting a casual job. Although it isnt anything great, i still appreciate the opportunity to work and earn something for myself. I truly do not want to live off my dad for much longer.

I also just got an email from my research supervisor today. He mentioned that the QCM indow has been fixed and will be shipped to us next week. Yay! However, i have not written the report i should have uring my 2-months break. I should get this done this weekend. Things definitely getting better. I hope my love life will pick up soon too.

Motivation Is All I Need.

This is true. My motivation to get things started is very low. I always get distracted being online. I need someone to watch over me while i get things done. I feel like a baby. Maybe all i need is to focus on someone. However, i have yet to find that person who like my full attention.

Counting backward. I met up with a cute young boy (Michael) today for coffee. Undecided on where we would like our conversation online to head towards, i proposed to meet for coffee. He is a indecisive young man. During our coffee, we both were shy and trying to make small talks. However, he did showed interest in knowing me. After we parted, i took the courage to write him a text mentioning that i think he is cute as a sign of interest and asked if he would like to do something together soon. I was actually not expecting a reply from him because i usually dont. He replied saying that it will be good and suggested next week. I guess i got myself a date next week. Yay for now!

Yesterday it was a HOT day. I only had 6 hours sleep the previous night because i went out. Stephan came over to my rooftop to sunbake while i hide at the corner of the roof chatting onlline. I am avoiding of becoming BLACK! Hehe..Later in the arvo, i went to meet this guy (Adam) that i been chatting to for the past few days for an icy drink. He chatted me up one night on Gay.com and we had a very decent conversaton. We still do. I didnt realise it was the guy i have checked out before during my night-outs or walking in the city. What a small world! He reminded me of Seth Green. We talked about Malaysia a lot. However, i am not sure where will this head. Friendship perhaps!

As for the night, i went to see Madeleine Peyroux at the State Theatre. The country-blue opening act from Melbourne was a dump. He was putting me to sleep with a headahe. How is that possible? Fortunately, the sound of Madeleine has saved the night. The band and her were absolutely fantastic. I was smitten by the French jazz songs she sung. How i wish i can cuddle up with someone in the theatre. I think the concert could have been better if they play at the Basement. It will be more intimate and cosy.

The most exciting thing that happened to me during the week is the job interview and trial. I am hoping they give me that job. Although it is just some job at a call-centre with low pay, i still find it exciting enough. I pretty much need the cash anyway. Fingers crossed but it has been 3 working days since my trial. Sigh.